This is gonna be a long one:
I’m not shy.
I have always tr..
Published: February 26, 2021 at 2:30:50 AM
This is gonna be a long one:
I’m not shy.
I have always tried to remain upfront and honest with subscribers. Many of you know a good deal about my past, my struggles with mental health and depression, as well as my professional life.
Many of you also probably know I’ve been going through a really vicious legal battle with an ex who has tried ruin my reputation and to make it virtually impossible for me to work...
For *literal* legal reasons I can’t give too much information about my case, but due to covid my case has been pushed back 3 times—from November to February, and now to a later date.
I have never posted full nudity on my feed, but on occasion sold privately and of course dealt with content getting leaked.
I was advised to not post publicly or privately at all lest my *morals be compromised in the eyes of the court*. Since I have no other source of income, yet have bills and an attorney to pay, this site is the only thing that has made that possible.
Like I’ve said, I’m not shy...but I’ve had to disclose so much very personal and intimate information to friends, family, and attorneys—this account being no exception.
I have been stripped of any privacy, and this does a lot to a person. I’ve been humiliated. Dehumanized. I’ve been so depressed and felt so defeated, I can hardly find the physical or emotional energy to post on ANY of my platforms.
I don’t want to sound like I’m making excuses, but this is my situation and this is my account. It’s cost me a lot of subscriptions (not sure if it’s a boast or complaint but I went from top 1% to top 3%...)
Anyone who has left or wants to, I have no qualms. For everyone who has stayed with me, you have been so supportive and I cannot possibly express my gratitude.
Sorry bout the pasties.
/rant
