Am I the only person who intentionally self sabotages on thi..
Published: September 30, 2020 at 5:38:09 AM
Am I the only person who intentionally self sabotages on this site? I know it do it everywhere, but this site has really made me realize I don’t want people who don’t really want to be here to see me. I’ve been so hyper critical of myself. I hate the way I look. I don’t feel like I’m in my body, or if I am it’s not comfortable. I miss the confidence I used to have. I am so scared of people ridiculing or using my body. I was in a relationship for a year being told everyday what was wrong with me—my mind, my body, my personality. I don’t have any energy left to be used up.
I’m not fishing for compliments, I just am being honest.
