Oh snap it me 🥸 HOLY HELL I need some hype from you guys...a..
Published: March 9, 2024 at 4:58:55 PM
Oh snap it me 🥸 HOLY HELL I need some hype from you guys...anyone that reads this pls tell me U CAN DO ITTttTtTtT!!!!
I was hit with overwhelming feels of stage fright for the past week or. I just kinda froze up and same goes with talking to peeps as well. It's a weird feel that has prevented me from going live on IG and shit. I don't talk about my relationship online (learned from that shit lol unless you fuck me over then b prepared 🤣)
But i had to break things off w my partner a few days ago..to hella summarize eithout saying shit, my self esteem&confidence rly got affected this time around. Im getting rly exhausted of being tricked into a relationship to have them turn a 180 as soon as they gey comfy. It's been months of not feeling heard or payed attention to, like you're the last priority on their list, never feeling like they he even interested in me...don't think I ever got one compliment after a month. 🫣😶 I know that's stupid but cmon dude it's my bf and of course I expect him to show in some way that he's into me 😖
But yeah my self worth is like thru the floor so it's gonna take time to rebuild again, but updates daily again on here and opening up will help 🥹 I WANT TO HUG AND KISSSSSS EVERYONE STILL HEREEEE 💘💘💘💘
I'm finally getting this out of my lip today too (took so long bc it needed to heal before closing the piercing holee)) and that'll Def help with some confidence back haha
