taylorwould

It’s officially my birthday 🎂🥰 and a true day of celebration..

Published: October 8, 2024 at 7:42:16 AM

It’s officially my birthday 🎂🥰 and a true day of celebration even though I’ve felt like anything but. As the saying goes, when it rains- it pours. It’s been wonderful coming back home- but I haven’t felt like myself at all. I’ve been rolling with the punches of the breakup, mounting medical appointments, all things that come with housing and moving, the possible end of a close friendship, lack of sleep and so much more.

I’m very much trying to focus on the good things! But it feels like I’m being swallowed by the bad. Everything feels overwhelming. My wonderful doctor thinks it’s time to go on anti-depressants, and I think she might be right. If you have a good experience with meds and feel comfortable sharing, let me know! I have a prescription but anxious to start them.

I just feel like I’m dropping the ball everywhere in my life- I’m so sorry if my absence has let you down 🤍 I’ve been trying to get my ADHD meds picked up again- because at least those help me function a little bit 😅 it seems I’m halfway through the process of making that happen 🎉 I’m going to do my best to fight my way back to posting and messaging here in a way you deserve 🥰 I have SO MANY sets to edit from my trip and those will start going out very soon! Trying to feel hopeful for the future and taking it one step at a time. Sending alllllllll my love,

Taylor 💓